My clearest
thoughts are formed in my sleepiest hours. When my mind is on that narrow edge
between consciousness and the lack of it, suspended there on the bank of that
fall, in a state of vapor, it thinks, unhindered by material encumbrances and
distractions. There it breathes purely in the air of wisdom and knowledge. In those
moments the experiences that have accumulated in the little nooks and recesses of
my mind unknowingly each day, every hour through the humdrum of daily life,
come rushing in, summoned by the power of thought with great alacrity and everything
read is molded and fused and combined with everything lived, each thought
enriching another, borrowing a little from here and a little from there, and in
moments as these, I form my truths. There in those precious moments my mind
distills gold from the sand and the debris of pollution. Of everything that was taught in school rooms,
those wasteful hours of cramming from books and striving great energy in
vomiting out useless information, when instead the energy could have been so
much better employed in seeking out and relishing the wisdom that lay in those
very school rooms, but behind the wood paneled doors of the library, access to which was denied to students. When the hour of pure reading was
devoted to a mere an hour a week! How many potentially great minds, who would
have walked through the gates of my school as children, might have been snuffed
out by this education. We appreciate and worship mediocrity in our country, we
admire the empty vessels that clang and clamor and make loud noise and we
encourage such show and pomp in our children, but of great minds that could
have been, we take every care that indifference can afford, to let wither and die.
What education was
that which never introduced me to the classic writers, let alone philosophy. If
only I knew what Emerson was in those formative days of teenage. Or if I had
even read a bit of Plato's republic. Stray glimpses of real worth I found in
between the English textbooks - a Wordsworth here, a Keats there, some excerpts
of Khalil Gibran, some abridged classics, a mention of Shakespeare - what
education was it that never acted a Shakespeare but endured countless worthless
hours of memorizing names and dates on early feverish mornings before
examinations.
The only education
that I remain thankful for from my school days, I must owe to my classmates
and the interactions between them - in classrooms and even more in the
playground and during the lunch hours -
for it taught me valuable lessons of friendship, cruel but nevertheless
useful. It showed me how base and
thoughtless our actions even as kids can be, how inflicting cruelty comes
natural to us, how love and gentleness and kindness have to be learnt by
example and practiced. Through select teachers who may have done no good to me
by teaching the content of those worthless books but have enriched my spirit
and soul by their wisdom and kindness and encouragement, to those teachers who
have inspired me to look for education beyond the classroom, who taught me to
write and express and to those teachers - who have by their favoritism,
indifference and often even cruelty to the tender minds of their young pupils
inflicted by looks and words have taught me what not to be as a human - I
remain eternally indebted.
I propose a new
system of education that so often must have been proposed by those countless
others who in later walks of life have discovered all that they have missed, whose
eyes when opened to the truth and when realization awakened their reason, might have then looked back and screamed and cried at the waste of their
childhood days in the name of education. Let us not force children to cram
content on content - of facts and dates and waste splendid nights on writing
down formulas and beautiful mornings on revisions and make them shiver at the fear of examinations
but instead let them be taught to read and appreciate and above all to think for themselves and to do rather than to merely know. To grow rather than memorize, because real education is growth, it is the growth of your soul, out of the obscurity of ignorance and falsehoods into the light of truth and freedom.
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